Since my ex boyfriend (who I am now back with ((no my parents don’t know and they’re not about to find out))) visited on Tuesday, I have been at constant war with my Mum and Dad regarding the rule they uphold about me having boys in my room. They don’t let me have any guys in my room, let alone my boyfriend, and it’s just too much for me to take. I tried to have a sensible conversation with mum today, which ended in her telling me to get out of her sight. I am more than just a bit miffed. I have now tried to have a civilized conversation and it turned into an all out screaming match. No, this is not the last I am going to hear of it because as soon as my Dad gets home she will moan at him and HE will come and scream at me too. It is seriously getting my goat.

Basically, the rule is “no boys in the bedroom”. Usually I agree with my parents, albeit maybe deep down and I won’t let them know about it, but I still usually understand somewhere within myself. I am going to keep this as open as possible so I don’t inject too much bias of my own opinion into it. They don’t want me to have sex in the house. That’s fine by me because I don’t want to have sex yet. They know this. But they still dont let me have the privacy I want and tell me that I can have privacy in the conservatory. Great. the conservatory. Clear glass four walled glass roofed fucking observation box that it is. yeah, its got blinds on the roof and front, but that doesnt stop people looking in from the study. Yes, there is a curtain to prevent that, but its on the OUTside of the conservatory so when my siblings or parents decide they want to watch me and my boyfriend kiss or me and my guy friend chat they can just whip the curtain back. So much for privacy… I dont mind the no-sex rule, but the fact that they kick me and my friends out of my own bedroom because they dont trust us, and then tell me that its not that they dont trust us…

anyways, rantings over. I don’t hate my parents, and in most cases i’m proud of them, but in this particular case I am peeved with them for being so difficult.